Kung fu Panda

Few months back I watched the animated movie "Kung fu Panda". By the way, I am a big time Panda lover. After I watched the movie I had a call with Shauz. It was a protocol between us to discuss movies so that other can watch it too.

Within first 5 minutes of the movie, I was able to make out the entire plot. 

Same old plot and same expected ending, but then when i finished watching the movie, there was a smile on my face. i felt happy that I watched the movie. 

Within few minutes I was wondering why I liked the movie when i already knew the plot? There was nothing new or thrilling (like Nicole kidman's "The others", "Dead Silence", "Greatest Game Played ever" ...)

I think this how great movies are suppose to be directed. You know the end but still you are glued to the movie because you become a part of it.

Then, the light of wisdom struck me and I went into next level of spirtualisim. 

May be this is what life is about ! You know what is in the end but what makes life interesting is how your life makes you glue to yourself.

As per Bhagwat Gita - one of the Religious book of Hindus, The biggest Truth of life is "death" and strangely no one wants to accept this fact. 

Moment you acknowledge this fact, you find yourself free from all materialistic desires.

Just like the movie "Kungfu Panda", I know where I will end up, I do not know when and how but what I do know is I won't be regretting when its "The Day" !

The movie of my life is regret free (until few days back) and worth glueing. When I go, people around me will walk away with a smile on their faces. I may not have achieved everything in my life but I was satisfied with what all I had and what all I gave back !

Only thing i want people to know that I "was" here !

After listening to my spirutual crap, Shauz said, what he always use to say, "Sabaash" (English - Good thinking) and he promised to watch this movie.

Today, I wonder if I still think the same? 

Yes ! No matter what happens in my life, loosing friends or brothers, the fact of life is still unchanged. We know the end ... it is upto us how to make the movie of life worth loving.

I remember, in my school days, our principal would always tell us in morning assembly when our sports day will start, "participation is more important than wining !". I extend same to life !

We don't know how, where and when life ends, but be ready .. live your dreams, tell people you love them, visit places you always wanted to go :)

VENI ... VEDI ... VEVI ! *

I came ... I saw ... I lived !

(*original is VENI, VEDI, VICI spoken by Julius Caesar, which in latin means I came, I saw,I conquered)

please correct my Latin :)

Another day passes by ...

Only thing I wanted today was to talk to a good friend for hours ... but then i realized ... shauz is not around !

So i sat browsing and surfing internet for hours ... watching my favorite cartoons to kill time, but found them boring and more sadening ... did not felt like playing with even kids today ... i was so sad that if you were around me you could have felt it badly !

Wish you were here Shauz .. there is so much I wanted to talk to you about ... So much happening around me and you are missing :(

I think, I will resolve back to forget and move on .. occupy myself in some stuff ... blogging looks good but then I cannot write everything I feel in this blog ... 

but i will blog from now on, to keep memories of Mr Indestructible alive .. .assuming he is still in pune and reading my blogs .. assuming we had a fight and we are not talking ...

So what i did today, worked in morning. Evening just trying to run away from self and now just killing time.

hmmm .. this blog is getting sader and sader and before I spread my sadness on to everyone, i should pack up now.

ahhhh !

What an irony ...

just noticed ... i wrote my first blog exactly one year back !
never imagined my blog after a year will be so sad ...


Tuesdays are still busy days for me ... :( even after a year !!

Shauriz ... We were here !

Noting hurts more ... nothing pains more ... I still miss you a lot and while i write this "shauz" my heart and eyes are filled with tears because you are not here to read this :(

Sometime back someone told me you will always be here ... sometime back someone told me they will be there after you are gone ... but now i realize ... you were you !! I am again there waiting for you to come online or call me ....

But above all, i am proud and happy that we once walked together and "We were here !"
Those are most beautiful moments of my life and i will cherish them till my last breath.

Most people must have forgotten you ... but some are still who will remember you everyday ... I am one of those few because the void you left is too huge to be filled.

I wrote a list of things we use to do, wish i could show you and if you were here, reading my "our list", you would have laughed and rolled over on the floor !

Honestly, "friendship" is only a word for many people .. but you showed its meaning. I can't recall a single instance where you were not there for me ... i single instance i felt ashamed telling you anything. You were always there and I hope you will always be there !

Over the months, I will be writing lot about you because you are important part of what I am today !! I won't forget you ; like everyone else has forgotten you ... and i know you had spolied me so much that even If i want to, i will never forget you !

When i touch the guitar, When i see cartoon (Timon & Pumba, specially), youtube, gtalk, girls, listening to rock, hearing word Pune, hearing word school, F1 race, clicking photos, visting new places, the words "we rugged the roads of ghaz ..." ... every single thing will remind me of you ... remind a lot of you !!

Just waiting to catch up with you and freeze the Hell !!

Here is your shaz list .... I promise to add things as i remember and complete things you left

- Record our music
- The lyrics you wrote ..
- Our Leh trip
- F1 Race in Delhi
- Timon & Pumba T shirts
- ************************ 

:( ... We were here ! Nice meeting you ... just hoped that you would have hanged around a little long around me ... :(

You were Turk I was JD (Scrubs), You were Pumba and I was Timon ! (oopss .. Mr Pumba)

bbye dost ! missing you everyday !